Pwnsomed

I think now is a time in life when you realise there is a bigger scarier world out there and your parents can’t always protect you from it. You have to go make a name for yourself and battle your own dragons. Make a difference in this big scary world :3

So this guy i liked (notice the d) asked me to help him with this cover thing, and i agreed but he’s never heard me sing at all. And since i pretty much stalk his facebook, i saw videos of his singing and lemme tell ya, FLAT. Nothing special.

So i thought ya know it would be fun, just me and him jamming..

Then he asked me to send him a demo of my singing as he said he “believed i could sing” so i did and turns out he didnt like it.

And i sent that same tape to 4 of my closest friends who would give me honest opinions and they loved it so i thought i was worthy to send to the “big guy”.

So now i feel so worthless cuz i really like singing and people always thought i could sing.

Moreover, he didnt tell me that there was a third party involved who sang lead and i was gonna be backup. Sheesh. Nice man, nice.

He said ” you can work on it if you want to” which is the nice way of saying “forget it”.

Douche.

He asked in the first place.

My mom was right, dun mess with these people…

Who needs him.

Certainly not me.

Im way too busy to care right?

But yeah i kinda do care…

I just came back from Korea 2 days ago and im off to church camp tmr.

Needa getaway from all this.

I feel so emo.

Who needs him..

~Chrissy

P.s. douche
P.s.s. he sucks at singing anyway

This is the anti climax post. Ahhhh
Tiger babies is over it was pretty epic. We actually pulled it off!

I’m so proud of everyone.
Ya know, I’ll never look at the school the same way again.

Next, my sailing coach quit.
He was like a friend to me.
Double whammy huh?

So I dunno what kind of emotional state I’m in. Currently got mugging to distract me ^^

Btw, random qn : can you just be friends with a guy?

Hmmm….

~Chrissy

Okay, it’s been so long since I used my iPad to type a post!
Wheeeeeeeeee!

Anyway, the 74th anniversary production is next week and we have been tirelessly rehearsing for it but I feel like it is still really messy because it is such a huge beautiful show. It would be great if we can pull it off!

Tomorrow Is the very first night full dress rehearsal. I hope it doesn’t rain! We have been getting showers for the past few rehearsals so we were unable to do the outdoor scenes…

I’m really stoked for tmr!
First Night Rehearsal!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHH!

It’s gonna be scary too! Lotsa pressure!

Okay! Immature go study for geog now, SA1 is in 2 weeks!!!

~Chrissy

Gosh, this year has been going crazy! Sec 3 sucks!

Everyday we stay back until 6 plus sometimes 7.
The loads of homework,assignments, tests we have to study for the next day.

I just feel its a never ending cycle!
I dont even get my 10hours sleep they say we are supposed to have.
I think i get like 6 and a half everyday.

So recently i have been sick and missed some exams. Then my friends who already took them are all nonchalant about answering ur queries on the test. Not like i want them to give me answers but to clarify what topics are tested.

Here u are all shagged,fidgety,eye twitchy, sleepy, desperate and they just ignore ur texts… Wow..man, such great pals i have…

I think i’ve done enough, i’ve done all i can.

Leave it in the hands of the Lord.

~Chrissy

Today was such a sucky day.

I failed my social studies common test.
Only 3 ppl in class failed and i failed.

I broke down and cried.

That’s okay.
Life goes on.
Without failures there is no success right?!

Trying to keep my head high.

It’s okay.

Breathe….breathe…breathe…

What does that word mean to you?
What does it mean to anybody?

I think that happiness is definitely subjective.

A text from ur special someone on valentine’s day could be happiness.

A good grade in school could be happiness.

Your favourite song comes on the radio could be happiness.

There are so many things. Even the small things count.

For me right now, i feel happiness around people.
Like i feed off their demeanor and aura.
The vibe i get.

For example. I have teachers who totally suck at teaching but they are wonderful people. That gives me inspiration to learn. It feels better knowing that i have someone who looks out for me and that makes me happier about learning from them.

On the other hand i have teachers who are so “by the book” when it comes to their teaching methods And all they care about is homework, assignments, formulas, assessments….etc. It is very sickening. I Dun feel like learning from them.

I know that all teachers mean well and they want their kids to excel academically but would it kill ya to have some basic interaction?!

I like teachers who are my FRIENDS.
I like teachers who i can RELATE TO.

Yea, there is a strict line of demarkation but it actually helps a student academically when there is this mutual friendship or bond.

Students feel better learning from a friend than from a robot ya know…
I dun mean to be pessimistic but that’s just how it is :)

Oh, there is no sailing for like 1 whole month which im quite bummed about :(

It makes me sad.

Very sad.

Sailing is kinda like a drug to me.
Makes me high and happy.
HEY! Link to previous point. Sailing is a happiness of mine.
However, sometimes i wonder if it is the sailing or the guy there that makes me happy.

Oh! On an even brighter side, dad finally allowed me to get an electric guitar! Im so siked!

Hhahahahahahha!

Guitars are my happiness too.
Heeheehee
Took lots of convincing.
I’ll pay for it myself too anyway.

School’s kinda lifeless now.
I just wanna curl up into a cave and sleep for as long as i want to.

Goodnight.

~Chrissy